Hiiee dearies...

Im back again!!Actually to be honest..Ive nt been praying ever since i went for my europe trip. And I do indeed feel empty n lost when I was there and when i came back..But still, I did not realise tt ive lost touch with GOD..

These past few weeks, Ive been leading a veri confused and empty life. I constantly feel tired, lazy and portray a cannot be bothered attitude everywhere i go. In turn, I hurt people I love yet I continued with my idea of having my own space. Mayb right now, by reading this..you r confused with my tots too?

I keep feeling that GOD wants to speak to me, but I cannot hear HIM..issit becuz i do not stop to listen harder or mayb its just me whu is confused? I really do not noe..I feel miserable. One moment I can be all cheery yet den something really mean or hurting strikes me and i hit the bottomless pit once again. I keep wanting to reach out my hands but yet I cannot seem to find a string to hold on to. I keep giving up and trying and giving up...

I talked to paul abt this..and I really thank him for keeping me in his prayers. He also bought me to the tuesday group. Wow..Im realli quite surprised at how close the message that night spoke to my heart.

"You do not need to be someone big or almighty, as long as you believe in HIM, even the most humble and simple servant can witness miracles!" Upon hearing that, I sobbed.

This is because, I realise that GOD...our GOD is so close and dear to me...He is my daddy who stands by me, supports me and hold me everywhere i go. I blinded my heart n stop allowing him to guide me. I forgot how initmate and cosy talking to him is..

I believe and know that HE will answers my prayers and show me the way.

Pls keep me in your prayers.. as i rekindle my love with daddy GOD:)


Love & Hugs,
Priscy

-p/s: I cannot wait to c u all at my party dis sun!:) Come dolled up in retro rambo outfits!!-