dear all, i guess now i'm just gonna journal down my experiences in the SJC confirmation camp. I find it extremely fulfilling to serve as a facil, whether its sharing with my group, screaming through the games, or receiving the Lord, i treasure it and love it all. This camp really ignited my fire for Christ and even though as a facil i was supposedly at the 'giving' end, i felt like i received and learnt so so much.
In a nutshell, i learnt that there's no cap to God's love and his revalations. Sometimes i think that what i've experienced in YI was the max (like realisations about life and resting in the spirit). But this camp taught me that his love is ever faithful. As long as i am his willing instrument, he'll soak me in his deep love.
Well, i'm extremely proud to proclaim that the Holy Spirit annointed me TWICE. Let me recap ......
On healing night, we had spiritual prep for the service team. This as my first ministering session, i did have little apprehensions around me, like what to say/feel/do, worried whether the spirit would guide me. After the service team's prep, we were grouped. My group (charles, nat and i) went to a corner to calm our hearts down. It was in that moment, in deep prayer, that i felt a sensation on my head. Charles then raised his hand to my forehead and said, "Receive the annointing". Oh man, the sensation grew stronger and just flowed through my body all over. Gasping for air, I was i shock i was in awe for i knew this was the Holy Spirit, the same that i received in YI. I was in tears and breathing deeply because i was just so astounded so thankful so amazed. Words cannot describe ya? So finally, we set forth to minister and even though the annointing had 'run its course' (ie. the sensation went down) i still had a burning feeling in my fingertips (an indication that God was guiding me).
Then the next day was the outpouring session. As usual, we had service team spiritual prep. During which we were asked to articulate our intentions. I had a bugging within me to pray specifically for one of my members but i was not sure. Not sure because it might be my own spirit just wanting to say something out in front of everyone, and not sure whether it was God's prompting. The bugging feeling did not leave me so i said it out. After which, as confirmation, the Holy Spirit descended upon me AGAIN. AGAIN, i felt the flow through my entire body, consuming everything. I had to go on my knees to support myself.
So this is my testimony. So many other things occured but these 2 experiences have let me catch 2 more glimpses of God. Nic ( was also my other facil), i really wanna thank you for who you are. All the crappings and highings, God's love is so evident in you. Russ, i saw u share so passionately with your group, such an example of eagerness and love to the confirmants. Jem, warrior of Christ, u simply motivate everyone around you.
ok everyone,
I love u all,
Becky
In a nutshell, i learnt that there's no cap to God's love and his revalations. Sometimes i think that what i've experienced in YI was the max (like realisations about life and resting in the spirit). But this camp taught me that his love is ever faithful. As long as i am his willing instrument, he'll soak me in his deep love.
Well, i'm extremely proud to proclaim that the Holy Spirit annointed me TWICE. Let me recap ......
On healing night, we had spiritual prep for the service team. This as my first ministering session, i did have little apprehensions around me, like what to say/feel/do, worried whether the spirit would guide me. After the service team's prep, we were grouped. My group (charles, nat and i) went to a corner to calm our hearts down. It was in that moment, in deep prayer, that i felt a sensation on my head. Charles then raised his hand to my forehead and said, "Receive the annointing". Oh man, the sensation grew stronger and just flowed through my body all over. Gasping for air, I was i shock i was in awe for i knew this was the Holy Spirit, the same that i received in YI. I was in tears and breathing deeply because i was just so astounded so thankful so amazed. Words cannot describe ya? So finally, we set forth to minister and even though the annointing had 'run its course' (ie. the sensation went down) i still had a burning feeling in my fingertips (an indication that God was guiding me).
Then the next day was the outpouring session. As usual, we had service team spiritual prep. During which we were asked to articulate our intentions. I had a bugging within me to pray specifically for one of my members but i was not sure. Not sure because it might be my own spirit just wanting to say something out in front of everyone, and not sure whether it was God's prompting. The bugging feeling did not leave me so i said it out. After which, as confirmation, the Holy Spirit descended upon me AGAIN. AGAIN, i felt the flow through my entire body, consuming everything. I had to go on my knees to support myself.
So this is my testimony. So many other things occured but these 2 experiences have let me catch 2 more glimpses of God. Nic ( was also my other facil), i really wanna thank you for who you are. All the crappings and highings, God's love is so evident in you. Russ, i saw u share so passionately with your group, such an example of eagerness and love to the confirmants. Jem, warrior of Christ, u simply motivate everyone around you.
ok everyone,
I love u all,
Becky
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